My dear, you are suffering from is what all brighter lights suffer from. Now it is just more pronounced. I mean, we are being deluged with evil on so many levels and with so many vectors. It is draining. We can't create reality for others, we can only present our perceptions. You have it right. At this point is really is no use detailing every aspect of this madness, and to try will gobble us up. We have to stay sane and that is hard to do when swimming with the depraved.
It does feel like being in a giant pool full of muddy water, surrounded by skeletons bobbing around. The whole thing is like the nightmarish scene from one of the Poltergeist movies that I remember watching when I was young. :( Very hard to get away from, and it could easily make one lose it. All we can do, really, is try to retain the silent willingness to keep walking each other home, even if we know our company isn't welcome at this time. Perhaps that will change, and perhaps not, but at least we remain open. That's where I try to be, anyway!
You have to do what you can. It is charity. Yeah, this whole "get down" is foul, and it does drain the sane mind, however, "Doc, if not YOU, then who?" Who is gonna carry the load that comes with wanting to see Peace and Love in the realm? That is the question I struggle with daily. The road is weighty. Baby steps. :)
Such a great post. You expressed what many have felt…are feeling…about how out of wack the world feels right now. There are many days I want to just throw up my hands and sell every thing I have and move to some beat up off the grid cabin in the woods with no internet! I have less tolerance these days with people who just don’t get it…people who are more concerned about what some ridiculous movie star is doing rather than the degradation of the world around them. There are days when I feel the only way to “fix” all this is for it all the be burned to the ground and started over. And then 1 tiny little spark will make me realize I will fight on, because I did light a fire in someone’s understanding and maybe opened their eyes a little. I’m not sure this might just be part of the human condition, this need to struggle on and not give in.
I think that it definitely IS a part of the human condition....unfortunately, so many have strayed so far from their own humanity that they have become disconnected and cannot even recognize their internal connection to Divine. The farther that they move away, the more that they embrace the artificial constructs of the matrix because they can no longer recognize the frequency of Natural.
My dear, you are suffering from is what all brighter lights suffer from. Now it is just more pronounced. I mean, we are being deluged with evil on so many levels and with so many vectors. It is draining. We can't create reality for others, we can only present our perceptions. You have it right. At this point is really is no use detailing every aspect of this madness, and to try will gobble us up. We have to stay sane and that is hard to do when swimming with the depraved.
It does feel like being in a giant pool full of muddy water, surrounded by skeletons bobbing around. The whole thing is like the nightmarish scene from one of the Poltergeist movies that I remember watching when I was young. :( Very hard to get away from, and it could easily make one lose it. All we can do, really, is try to retain the silent willingness to keep walking each other home, even if we know our company isn't welcome at this time. Perhaps that will change, and perhaps not, but at least we remain open. That's where I try to be, anyway!
You have to do what you can. It is charity. Yeah, this whole "get down" is foul, and it does drain the sane mind, however, "Doc, if not YOU, then who?" Who is gonna carry the load that comes with wanting to see Peace and Love in the realm? That is the question I struggle with daily. The road is weighty. Baby steps. :)
So well put!
Thank you.
Such a great post. You expressed what many have felt…are feeling…about how out of wack the world feels right now. There are many days I want to just throw up my hands and sell every thing I have and move to some beat up off the grid cabin in the woods with no internet! I have less tolerance these days with people who just don’t get it…people who are more concerned about what some ridiculous movie star is doing rather than the degradation of the world around them. There are days when I feel the only way to “fix” all this is for it all the be burned to the ground and started over. And then 1 tiny little spark will make me realize I will fight on, because I did light a fire in someone’s understanding and maybe opened their eyes a little. I’m not sure this might just be part of the human condition, this need to struggle on and not give in.
I think that it definitely IS a part of the human condition....unfortunately, so many have strayed so far from their own humanity that they have become disconnected and cannot even recognize their internal connection to Divine. The farther that they move away, the more that they embrace the artificial constructs of the matrix because they can no longer recognize the frequency of Natural.