Pulling back the curtain...

What is reality?

I work for a sustainable wholesale nursery. Sustainable by virtue of the nature-respecting and life-sustaining methods that the owner has always been committed to…….not by the definition that parasitic globalists have overlaid in their hijacking and weaponization of language. Every work day from April through December, I kick off my shoes and cross the long, tree-lined green from the horsebarn where my office sits to the mailbox beside the road to get the mail. I take that time to intentionally reconnect with Earth, and let any residual stress drain away, enjoying the feeling of springy clover beneath my feet. It’s one of my many mindfulness exercises, and often during those few short moments, awarenesses pop into my mind. Yesterday’s walk turned out to be quite a day for revelations.

For a long time, I’ve been conscious of a weird feeling of unrealness in the world that we are living in. Artificial, deceptive and unreal. It isn’t as simple as the idea of red pills and blue pills; that concept is actually very surface. POLARITY itself is surface, and it’s just one layer.

When you go deeper, the artificiality becomes even more pronounced….and then, you have to go even deeper still. The depths are where you find coherence, and once you’ve experienced coherence, everything that is incoherent is easy to recognize, even if you can’t fully explain what is causing that incoherence. For me, trying to make sense out of that has taken up a lot of my attention….and I’ve been coming to the slow realization that this isn’t really serving my highest good. The focus itself is a brain-drain, a consciousness-sucking exercise. It keeps me stuck in a need to constantly “wake people up” (which comes from a place of ego; a need to be right). It keeps me focusing on the experiences of others, rather than focusing on my own spiritual development and evolution. You cannot ever control anyone else’s reality….you can only control your own. Given that, though….humans do need a place to live, they need to eat, they need to be able to travel to places to fulfil their needs; we live in a physical world. And that in and of itself was the awareness that hit me yesterday as I was walking barefoot on the clover; pretty much all of so-called developed-world society is forced to focus on survival above all else, even the so-called elites who want all of us subhumans annihilated so that we can stop wasting “their” resources. Our need to survive is basic and reasonable, however, while theirs is more of an endless hunger that has the devouring energy of a black hole that IS the pure frequency of Greed. Whether or not this is unreasonable depends upon the perceiver…..from my perspective, it is quite, quite unreasonable.

Humans prioritize survival above all else in a world that has been deliberately created to promote the consciousness of scarcity and lack. This low-frequency consciousness is what fueled the genesis of “the” monetary system that we are all slaves of today. Life in a world that has devolved into the expectation that every exchange is a transaction is the current reality. Life in this world is a hamster-wheel of slavery from cradle to grave, unless and until you manage to transcend it. How many people don’t even have thoughts at all that there might be a much greater meaning of life than being born to be stuck inside a box that requires conformity, growing up being taught what to think? Then you graduate from the constant pressure to obey more and more rules, only to start your REAL life slogging away at earning as many pieces of paper as possible, only to turn around and hand away all those pieces of paper as a trade for “things”. Everything else must stand in line behind the need to trade your life force and attention for a growing number of those pieces of paper, everything that sustains you in the higher-consciousness ways; relationships, community, mindfulness, and experiencing positive emotions in the present moment. And then, once you stop trading your time for that paper, you slow down long enough to realize that endless time spent pursuing pleasure has no purpose….or that you no longer can sustain your basic needs for food and shelter…….and then you die. Is this what life is meant to be? Is this at all even meaningful? Doesn’t seem like it to me. And yet, far too many don’t even question it. The system itself is perpetuated because they do not question it and because they continue to feed it, it goes on and on; this system itself is Anti-Life.

It generates a frequency fence that stops the consciousness of most people from breaking through it and rising above. Ancient civilizations that were more advanced in consciousness than this current crop of sleepers did not have to pay for the right to exist; they lived in families and communities who helped each other, knowing that each individual’s unique abilities/gifts were their contribution to the whole. - Consciousness was high enough that life was not reduced to transactions and the need to own things and each other. It was also high enough that war did not exist and the very concept of dominion was outside of human perception. Ancient Lemuria was such a time and space in Earth’s history. I perceive Lemuria in my imagination as though I am walking on it’s crystalline beaches listening to the chirruping of dolphins rise above the rumble of the surf. It’s a powerful meditation. Bringing consciousness back to what it was before the cataclysm fractured the lands and allowed lower states of consciousness to invade and bring in Source-disconnected parasites to devour our essence and vital life force is what I would love as Earth’s future. Not an ever-deeper descent into the abyss of the artificial and incoherent while we are being continually drained all the way down.

Everything around us is artificial and limiting, especially the very fabric of our society itself. The transactions. The superficiality. The meaningless. All our systems reflect these qualities of deadness and superficial:

• a food system that prioritizes appearances and delivers nutritional bankruptcy while it contaminates us with poison

• an education system that prioritizes memorizing rules and obeying authority, while it contaminates us with lies and false history

• a medical system that is actually a religion….and a death cult, at that….damaging, maiming and killing people

• a political system that is actually a circus; different shock-and-awe performances going on in different rings to distract the spectators, while the ringleaders and their friends are snorting coke and divvying up the proceeds out back

• a system of “law and order”…rules by which civilized people supposedly need in order to function in society, which is really just a hierarchy of mafia-established-and-enforced rules.

And it’s getting more and more difficult for me to pretend that I have anything in common with people who think all these things are acceptable, much less who take so much comfort in them that they actively choose to participate. Much like how I just wanted to cut ties with the 99% of people, former friends, who stayed working for the state by agreeing to medical tyranny after I said no to it and left my entire career behind in 2021. Thoughts and emotions, ways and states of being and of showing up all resonate at a frequency of consciousness….and the more different the frequencies are, the less aligned they are. Sooner or later, completely different frequencies can no longer occupy the same physical space and they drift apart.

There are different ways of looking at why the masses haven’t felt, heard, or/and seen the wrongness and the incoherence all around them…or who might be seeing it but have chosen to ignore it. One way is that it is a choice; rather like how unfortunate circumstances that people manifest are in some way fulfilling an unconscious need that the person has. Another way is that people stuck in a low state of consciousness do not have the ability to perceive higher states of consciousness. Another way is that each soul chooses its journey and the challenges it wants to face in order to grow before incarnating here on Earth. And no doubt people can think of other reasons for the lack of discernment. I consider all to be valid possibilities, but at the end of the day, I have realized that no one who isn’t ready, willing and able to wake up will be able to stand and look at what’s behind the curtain, no matter how much I would like to believe that I (or anything other than Divine) can influence awakening.

Interestingly, Bernard from veilofreality Cosmic Matrix did a youtube video recently which is related:

I have felt less and less compelled to write much lately, and a lot of it has to do with feeling that everyone knows whatever information I am writing about already, so what need is there for me to put it out there with redundancy? A very close friend chided me for that, and told me I should write anyway regardless, as everyone has a unique perspective that may clarify something for someone else. It makes sense. Back in the days before censorship, manufactured offense and troll-bots, people mostly could hear different perspectives and it gave them food for thought and made us all a lot more balanced than we are today.

Here’s to finding that place of balance again. Stay positive, and keep speaking Truth to Power