Up until the end of 2021, I lived my life completely embodying duality. Fully in the 3D, I shoved my way through twelve years of college while I worked my way up the ranks in various administrative and management jobs. Sometimes, there were simultaneously two of those various jobs; a serious, bread-and-butter full time position related to my degrees (aka “career path”) and a lighter, more fun moonlighting gig. In my free time, though…..I was diving deep into Spirituality. Reiki……shamanic journeying……..meditation………yoga……anything and everything that would expand my consciousness, as long as it felt uplifting and was not connected with anything parasitic or harmful to other beings.
I was able to completely disconnect those two parts of me from eachother, and fully ground myself in whatever persona I was embodying at the moment. Looking back now, I wonder if maintaining that rigid separation was such a good thing…..although that might not be the right way to look at it. Instead, I could consider the lessons that it provided. Finding that I can recognize the difference in the energies when there are subtle nuances. And not look at things through the lens of all those years wasted, but through the lens of linear time being just a construct. When you shift the lens, perspective completely changes and the gifts can be seen and appreciated. Needless to say, these two previously separate identities are finally beginning to slowly blend together. And I realize that I have choice in what elements of each persona I wish to keep, and which I can let go of.
The identity related to the 3D matrix persona was shattered when the Divine got tired of waiting for me to remove myself from it, and took me out. The year that has passed since then has been one of learning that it’s okay to let that identity go….and the slowly dawning realization that I was meant for something else anyway.
I have become so immersed in learning the techniques and practices of hypnotherapy and quantum healing with the intention of integrating all the best elements of each into my own unique healing technique and practice that I have already started creating a teaching plan. Isn’t it silly to think that that before I’ve even completely conceptualized my own special technique, I’m already trying to figure out how to show others how to use it themselves! I guess that this serves as a confirmation that the Teacher archetype is sitting in the halls of my personal pantheon. :)
But something I also have realized is that each technique and philosophy has to be studied and learned with the intention of making it my own, however that might look. An example of this is when Sachin Karve does quantum energy healing, he gets amazing results. Students who learn his methods will get some results, but probably not to the degree that he does. Why is this?
It’s because the technique he teaches is his and more importantly…..it is a unique expression of WHO he is. We are all uniquely ourselves, and no other being can be us. Impersonation is a pretense at being something we are not, and it is not authentic. Source energy…..God…..can not flow fully through anything that is not wholly authentic. Although we don’t even realize that impersonation is the energy behind our intention, the unconscious message is received by the Universe.
People are drawn to particular types of healing techniques because they are drawn to the Universal Laws behind the techniques, and they resonate with the teacher because of contracts made by the souls and sometimes because they have shared galactic origins. However, you must go into your learning with the conscious intention of taking the basics that are rooted in these Universal Laws, and then expressing them in a way which is uniquely you. Then you will find your very own effective technique.
This realization came as a revelation for me, and a “duhhhh!” moment. I then realized that it actually wasn’t a “revelation” at all, but something that I’ve always known inside. And that is how revelations actually work. When you hold up a truth to the light of day, it can seem so incredibly simple and silly not to have consciously known it before now….but the key word here is “consciously”. Our biggest problem is that we are always going out being unconcious. Consciousness is a choice and requires action.
Intention. Consciousness. Welcome 2023, the year of change.
And So It Is.
“Oh how fond they are of the book of Esther, which is so beautifully attuned to their bloodthirsty, vengeful, murderous yearning and hope.” — Martin Luther
https://cwspangle.substack.com/p/zelensky-biden-satanism-war-greed